Tuesday, December 31, 2019

Year in Review: 2019

This post will serve as a month in review for December as well as a year in review. December is the busiest month of the year at work; coming in early, working late. That said, I still got quite a bit done. I came close to finishing the six page comic. The last page is sketched and inked and nearly colored. I'm also nearly finished with an essay for Jesus the Imagination. I still have time and may finish one of these two items tonight.

Goals for 2020: 

1. Finish new comic project. Comic will be approximately 24 pages. Hope to finish 2 pages a month. That shouldn't be too hard, right?
2. Read 2-3 pages of Finnegans Wake a day and comment on it once a week. Again, not too hard, right?
3. Finish some of the books I started or hoped to read this past year (mostly on economics).


Books read in December:

Francis Spufford, Red Plenty
Matt Stoller, Goliath: The 100 Year War Between Monopoly Power and Democracy
IA Richards, How to Read a Page
Andrew Bacevitch, America’s War for the Greater Middle East

All four of these books were quite good. Red Plenty is a novel, very funny. Deserves a closer rereading. Goliath was a history of 20C America. Very good. Arguably one of the best books I've read this year. IA Richards' book is a classic and foundational text for New Criticism. It was also a pleasure. I'm using it as a framework for a pictorial lexicon that will work as a framework for my next comic project. The Bacevitch book was also very good. Essential reading.

Here is the list of books I read in 2019:
  1. Anand Giridharadas, Winners Take All: The Elite Charade of Changing the World
  2. Timothy Snyder, The Road to Unfreedom 
  3. Jill Lapore, These Truths
  4. Rick Perlstein, The Invisible Bridge: The Fall of Nixon and the Rise of Regan
  5. Tony Judt, Thinking the Twentieth Century
  6. Tony Judt, Postwar
  7. Richard White, The Republic for Which It Stands: the United States During Reconstruction and the Gilded Age 1865 to 1896
  8. Mark Blyth, Austerity
  9. Paul Cartledge, Democracy: A Life
  10. Goodstein, Georg Simmel (started, plan to finish later)
  11. Buchanan, Frozen Desire (started, plan to finish later)
  12. Erik Loomis, A History of America in Ten Strikes
  13. Plato, Apology, Crito, Charmides, Laches, Lysis, Menexenus, Ion, Gorgias, Protagoras, Meno, Euthydemus, Lesser Hippias, Greater Hippias, The Republic
  14. David Graeber, Debt: The First 5000 Years
  15. Chris Hedges, America: The Farewell Tour (didn’t finish, too depressing)
  16. Alfred McCoy, In the Shadows of the American Century
  17. Pierson and Hacker, Winner Take All Politics
  18. Kim Stanley Robinson, The Years of Rice and Salt
  19. Kim Stanley Robinson, New York 2140
  20. Kim Stanley Robinson, Aurora
  21. Joanna Russ, We Who Are About To
  22. Michel Bernanos, The Other Side of the Mountain
  23. Marianne Williamson, A Politics of Love 
  24. Iain M. Banks, Player of Games
  25. Iain M. Banks, Use of Weapons
  26. Shakespeare, Cymbeline
  27. Walter Tevis, Mockingbird
  28. Rick Perlstein, Before the Storm: Barry Goldwater and the Unmaking of the American Consensus 
  29. Emile Zola, Money
  30. John Steinbeck, In Dubious Battle
  31. Jefferson R. Cowie, Stayin’ Alive: The 1970s and the Last Days of the Working Class
  32. Kerascoet, Beauty
  33. Kerascoet, Little Miss Don’t Touch Me 
  34. Mandeville, Fable of the Bees
  35. Daniel Defoe, Roxanna 
  36. Elizabeth Anderson, Private Government 
  37. Adam Smith, Theory of Moral Sentiments 
  38. David Harvey, Neoliberalism (started, plan to finish later)
  39. Dostoyevsky, The Gambler 
  40. David B., Black Paths
  41. Dylan Horrocks, Sam Zabel and the Magic Pen
  42. Francis Spufford, Red Plenty
  43. Matt Stoller, Goliath: The 100 Year War Between Monopoly Power and Democracy
  44. IA Richards, How to Read a Page
  45. Andrew Bacevitch, America’s War for the Greater Middle East

Sunday, December 8, 2019

Month in Review: November

I was converted August 31st. The change gave me an additional day off each week, sometimes more, because now I am given off holidays in addition to my standard days off, whereas before the holiday WAS my day off. This has been a blessing. Of course, Emily was born a month and a half later and so any free time I hoped to have was largely lost. Still, we are adjusting to these changes. I have still been doing some drawing, but not much reading. I have only two pages left of my short comic, "Simon on the Shores of Ruin." I hope to finish page 5 today and the last page sometime next week. I am not entirely happy with how the colors look and am considering doing another six page comic with water colors. If I'm satisfied with this I will go forward with the longer project.

My reading was scanty. I've been picking away at Dostoyevsky's novella, The Gambler, but still haven't finished it. I've also read about 50 pages of Adam Smith's The Theory of Moral Sentiments. I read all of Matt Stoller's Goliath and I reread the second half of Jill Lepore's These Truths. I read Dylan Horrock's graphic novel Sam Zabel and the Magic Pen as well. I'm finishing up Francis Spufford's Red Plenty today.

I've set myself the goal of completing one drawing a week, whether it be a page of a comic book or an illustration. I have too many projects that I hope to do, but since my drawing is not quite at the level I want it to be, I don't see a problem with jumping between projects so long as I'm drawing and putting stuff out on a regular basis. One project I want to do is a lexicon of images, inspired by I.A. Richards 100 Most Important Words as found in How to Read a Page. I would make one picture for each of the 100 words. I've already made an outline for my next short comic. It is to be a framing story around which other projects can be inserted. My Simon story, for example, will be one of the stories contained within this collection. Unlike Simon this one will not have a title attached, although I'm already pretty sure what title I will ultimately give it. My larger project will also be a story within this story. My inspiration for this structure is Dickens' Pickwick Papers and Wordsworth's Prelude, but to be honest, there are many other examples I could give, including The 1001 Nights and Don Quixote.  

Thursday, November 7, 2019

Month in Review: October

Several big events happened this month. The most significant was the birth of our second daughter, Emily; 11 am, October 14th. Everything around Emily's birth went much smoother than Lily's, from the birth itself to the recovery time in the hospital. She fed and slept easier and cried much less than her big sister. The hospital staff was also much more helpful and less stress inducing. Of course none of this has anything to do with us being much calmer this time around.

Regarding my creative pursuits, I've finished 3 out of 6 pages of my mini comic, Simon on the Shores of Ruin. I'm quite happy with the project and am learning a lot out of the process, which invariably involves a good deal of experimentation. I hope to do a few more short projects after this before finally bringing to completion my larger project. 

I'm happy that I was able to get around to attending MICE (Mass Independent Comic Expo) this year, even if it was with one week old Emily in tow. The convention was very inspiring and I made a few connections that I hope to follow up on, including a comic drawing group that meets in Porter Square.   

I didn't read much this month, nothing on my list from last month and nothing in terms of literature save Defoe's Roxana, which I was already nearly finished with. I did pick away at Dostoyevsky's The Gambler, but haven't made much progress. I read a few graphic novels though. I finally got around to finishing David B.'s  Black Paths, which was very good. Perhaps my favorite book of his so far. I also finished Dylan Horrock's Sam Zabel and the Magic Pen, which was also quite good, although perhaps not as good as his first novel, Hicksville

Hopes for November? Hard to say. I definitely want to finish the short comic. I want to finish The Gambler. There are two essays I want to write. As followers of this blog will know, I've been reading a lot of books on history and economics this year, many related to an online course from Brandeis I was following: "Imagining Money." I hope to write a reflection on this course, perhaps in the context of my other reading. I'm interested in a subject I call "thinking in images" and may frame the essay in terms related to that topic. 

The second essay I hope to write is for the journal Jesus the Imagination. The topic for this year's issue is "gardens." I'm considering writing an essay on utopias as garden. The essay would take into account my interest in Angus Fletcher's ideas about "the environment poem" and how it relates to democracy. His book on topology would also be worked in. 

Anything else? Well, for leisure I'll probably read more graphic novels. More David B. Maybe finish up Lewis Trondheim's Donjon. Or tryout a few other random books I've picked up. There are several novels I hope to read in the near future, but not sure if I'll have the time or energy until next year.

Sunday, October 6, 2019

Month in Review: September

I was converted to a full-time "regular" position. This means two days off a week and no more mandatory overtime. There have been some family demands that have prevented me from working as much on personal projects as I'd like, but I'm still making progress. I'm very close to begin the next phase of the big project, inking. Because I'm not as comfortable with my inking skills as I'd like to be, I've decided to start a side project as kind of a practice ground. I finished a rough of the first strip this morning. It isn't perfect, but it is serving it's purpose.

As for reading, I didn't do quite as much this month. I'm in the middle of Daniel Defoe's *Roxanna.* I also read a third of Elizabeth Anderson's *Private Government* and even less of Adam Smith's *Theory of Moral Sentiments.* I recently started David Harvey's *Neoliberalism.* Unless I'm mistaken, these are the only books I read all month. Pretty sad, only four and I didn't finish a single one.  I've also been listening to older episodes of the amimetobios class, "Imagining Money." I hope to write up a review of the class soon. I have watched quite a bit of Star Trek TNG and am now on season 4. Here are a few books I hope to read in October:

Dostoyevsky, *The Gambler*
Catherynne M. Valente, *The Orphan's Tales: In the City of Coins and Spice*
Philip Pullman, *The Secret Commonwealth*
Robert Wiebe, *Self-Rule*
Elizabeth Anderson, *Private Government* (finish)
Adam Smith, *A Theory of Moral Sentiments*
David Harvey, *A Brief History of Neoliberalism*


Monday, September 9, 2019

Month in Review: August

The weather was considerably more temperate this month than last. There were only a few 80+ days, most were in the low to mid 70s and there were even a few cool days. It was a welcome reprieve. It's no surprise I was able to read significantly more than last month. Here's the list:

Walter Tevis, Mockingbird
Rick Perlstein, Before the Storm: Barry Goldwater and the Unmaking of the American Consensus 
Emile Zola, Money
John Steinbeck, In Dubious Battle
Jefferson R. Cowie, Stayin’ Alive
Kerascoet, Beauty
Kerascoet, Little Miss Don’t Touch Me vol. 1
Mandeville, Fable of the Bees

Still Reading: 
Paul Cartledge, Democracy: A Life
Kent Flannery and Joyce Marcus, The Creation of Inequality: How Our Prehistoric Ancestors Set the Stage for Monarchy, Slavery, and Empire


Progress on my comic book is still chugging along. I’ve now sketched out chapters 1-5 (of 12) and have story outlines for chapters 6-9. I basically know what I want to do with the remaining 3 chapters although I plan to hold off sketching them out until I’ve brought chapters 1-9 to a more finished form. I’ve found that I work best on my days off and that if I’m well rested and have 4-6 hours of free time I can sketch out an entire chapter. That is basically a chapter a week. So, for next month I hope to finish the next 3 chapters. After having sketched them out I will need to work on dialogue and some significant edits and revisions. I’m still debating whether to color them and how. I may try to color them digitally (which I will have to teach myself how to do).  

Tuesday, August 20, 2019

Dreaming and Reality in The Leftovers

These are rough notes towards what I may later work into a longer essay.

I am in the middle of the final episode of The Leftovers TV series and was struck with an observation. The series has had two opening montages and different opening musical scores for each season with the final season having unique musical scores for each episode (only the final episode reuses the music for season two's opening). It is all popular music as opposed to musical scores, only season one used a musical score. Popular music is interspersed almost at random throughout every episode of season 3. It felt at times either jarring or at least contrary to what seemed the mood of a given scene. Here is my theory for what is going on.

The theme of this series is trauma, trauma of the worst sort. It is an unresolvable trauma and so one that apparently cannot be healed. The trauma only grows worse and less bearable as time passes. The series has many moments where it powerfully conveys this sense to the viewer. Seasons one and two end in riots and chaos, where the reserves of sanity have broken away. We participate in this breaking down.

The series also has three dream episodes, where Kevin Garvey temporarily dies and so is allowed to enter the realm of the afterlife. When Kevin from one of these journeys he's asked if he was afraid. He says that on the contrary, he wasn't afraid but felt more fully alive.

David Lynch, whose films are often said to be dream-like, is a master of creating a sense of dread. His films are suffused with a palpable silence, often in the form of an electrical hum. The feeling his films evoke in me are more powerful than just about all other contemporary films. It is a kind of existential fear. Is this reality?

Watching The Leftovers sometimes I desired something along the Lynchian lines. I wanted to see the film delve deeper into this emotional state of the characters. Instead, there was a Hollywood quality to the show. For every step it advanced towards a depiction of trauma, it moved several steps back. One means of doing this is through the introduction of popular music. Listening to music, whether it is a song we know, or a style of music that summons up memories of other songs, evokes in us our own realities that seem just as real as the sense of dread.

Music has the power to create a real world, a world that is convincingly safe and knowable. It is not the world of the unknown and the unresolved. When Kevin enters his dreams and enacts a role, such as assassin or president, he is, like music, making a narrative of his life. In this kind of created reality he does feel more real.

Thursday, August 15, 2019

Month in Review: July

I've been working 6 days a week consistently for most of the year. This month I went two weeks without a day off.  The hottest days of the summer were also in July. We had two periods of exceptionally hot days, where the temperatures once went as high as 110 degrees. The hottest days stretched out for as long as 3-4 days. But even when the heat did slightly break, the temperature remained in the high 80s. I'm writing this in mid-August and can look back in relief. It has been significantly cooler so far this month and even if we do have a few more hot days, I don't expect anything like July. Because of the heat and my general exhaustion I didn't listen to as many audiobooks or do as much reading at home as I had previous months. I mostly went home, had dinner, and watched an episode or two of Star Trek or The Leftovers. On the advice of Ron Drummond I watched the Australian film Walkabout which is referenced in season 3 of the Leftovers.  I read Marianne Williamson's A Politics of Love. I also read another Culture novel, Player of Games, this month. I saw this years Shakespeare in the Boston Common play, Cymbeline twice. Once with Dennis Donohue and later with my brother Joe. As far as the comic goes, I had more good ideas here and there. I picked away at it more. I did have the idea recently that I wanted to set the more modest goal of sketching the whole thing out for this year and then start releasing it next year, editing and revising along the way. I'll release a page (actually two pages-each "page" is a spread) a month.

Sunday, June 23, 2019

Month in Review: June

We've eclipsed the summer solstice. The year and all our plans for it have reached their crux, or so it seems to me. After a few months of lying fallow, I'm ready to begin again in earnest to plow up the fields of my mind and preparing again to sow and reap a new harvest. The ideas I've been quietly tending are coming together and I think I will still be able to hold to my earlier promise to have a complete story by November. The current form of this story is radically different than the story I shared earlier this year. The overall design is still the same, it is to be a story in images (perhaps wordless). The length has been substantially circumscribed, now limited to a mere 12 two-sided pages. The story I've come up with though is short and simple enough to work well in this limited scope. I've already sketched out the first three pages and am happy with them. I plan to post some progress pics in July.

I haven't done much reading this month, besides some skimming. I did manage to finish Joanna Russ' We who are about to, my first Russ novel. I wanted to like this one more than I did. I also read Michel Bernanos, The Other Side of the Mountain, which Selwyn Rodda recommended to me several months ago upon learning that I was a fan of David Lindsay's A Voyage to Arcturus. There are definitely some similarities, and I enjoyed this one much more than the Russ, but still it is not a novel I loved. I've also been reading Ben Katchor's graphic novel, Hand Drying in America, for inspiration. Somewhat like my story, Ben's graphic novel is composed of single page self-contained stories.  

Instead of reading I've been watching some TV. I watched the first two seasons of The Leftovers as well as the first season of Star Trek: The Next Generation. I'm very engaged in both series. I also recently started Russian Doll which I think is a very sharp comedy and one I look forward to following. There are too many other tv shows I hope to get around to eventually, but should probably ignore if I hope to make any progress on my other projects. 

Lastly, the third volume of Jesus The Imagination was published this month with my essay on Shelley. I still haven't received my copy although I imagine it is in the mail. 

I thought I'd wrap up with a list of potential lists. Below are four topics (each with a dozen or more titles related to it) which I hope to get around to reading in the relative near future: 
  • Economics and Utopia (currently working on, to be finished this year)
  • Finnegans Wake (next year begin lightly and intensify later)
  • Language, Philosophy, and Philology (or, the difficulty of creating a system): Wittgenstein, Laura Riding, Sellars, Pierce, Hans Blumenberg (perhaps next year?)
  • American Literature (in a few years)

Wednesday, June 12, 2019

Month in Review: May

Books Read:

Dashiell Hammett, The Maltese Falcon
Ada Palmer, The Will to Battle
David B., Epileptic

TV and Movies:

Game of Thrones, Season 8
Infinity War
End Game

A busy month. I was having much car troubles leading eventually to the buying of a new car. Add home repairs on top of that (built a new shed in the backyard). Two trips to Michigan, one when my grandmother was put in the ICU after coming down with several severe infections and then a few weeks later for her funeral. And yet, as trying as these things were, I still feel embarassed by how little I've accomplished. I did have several important ideas, in fact, I probably had more important ideas for my story this month then at any point all year.

Friday, June 7, 2019

Grandmom's Funeral

I got a call last night (June 6) from my mom letting me know that my grandmother, Dolores Naggie, died, after having been in the ICU for over 3 weeks, most of the time on a ventilator and feeding tube. I had gone out two weeks ago and spent three days with her. The ventilator prevented her from speaking, so I spent the time there holding her hand.

I first went out to visit her Monday, May 27. She had been admitted to the hospital the previous Sunday (May 19). On Tuesday (May 21) they discovered several infections. I believe they put her on life support on Wednesday (May 22) and a social worker came to speak with my family on Thursday (May 23). I went to see her on Monday (May 27) and everyone told me she was looking much better. On Tuesday (May 28) morning they took out the ventilator and she was able to say a few words with difficulty. She said she loved me. Apparently my Aunt Kathy came early Wednesday (May 29) and spent a lot of time with her. By the time we arrived she was exhausted and slept for most of the visit.

I just got off work and need to quickly shower, dress, and pack before heading to the airport. This post was written in part as an excuse for my delayed reflections on last month, which I'll write when I return.

Tuesday, May 21, 2019

A Game of Thrones Mosaic

Here is a selection of responses to Game of Thrones that I found on my Facebook feed:

Predictions 

...If there's any justice, whoever wins THE IRON THRONE, by the time she or he wins it, won't want it anymore, and will convince the others that in order to free the people from their enthrallment to its power, the throne itself MUST BE DESTROYED, and if there's still a dragon handy, what better way to do that than to MELT IT DOWN WITH DRAGON FIRE...
...I just remembered where I thought GRRM was going with the books, by around book three. One of the biggest developing elements that fell by the wayside. There was evidence in the books that the world of the story was subject to bizarre and extreme seasonal cycles, and what he seemed to be building toward was a winter that would lock most of the lands in snow and ice, lasting for years, devastating food supplies, killing millions. Against this planetary backdrop, the political and personal stories he'd set in motion would play out. I was really looking forward to it...

Reflections

...All right then, I'll admit it. I never watched The Game of Thrones. I never go to see all the blockbuster superhero movies. But their popularity implies that what the public wants is fantasy. Possibly it's confirmation of something Eliot said some eight decades ago: "Humankind cannot bear very much reality." Is that truer now than it was then? Has reality become less bearable--too violent, too scary? On the other hand, these fantasies are anything but placid, anodyne and saccharine. Disquieting fact: To make GOT, some 4000 gallons of fake blood were used...

...So... given where they left us at the end of the previous episode, probably the best they could have done? Surprisingly good really. If they'd really sold Daenerys's heel turn—requiring a lot of rewriting back to s7, & more episodes in the last two seasons (its rush was the biggest problem, I think, unless you count the fact that they ran out of books to adapt) — this might have been a good ending, overall (which means GRRM could still pull it off, I think). If my twitter feed is representative (big if, obviously) I'm in the minority here. But I really do think that the problems here (a fair dose of corniness aside) were from the earlier eps, not this one. I think they did well, given 8.5 & before...

...The first ten minutes were chilling and powerful. Grey Worm demonstrates how terrifying it is to have an army of Zealot/Templar/Absolutists at your disposal, and the Dothraki army of wild men and marauders reveal how close everything is to chaos. Tyrion, Jon, Arya, and Davos seemed like the only sane people left in the world. Oh, and it was a great answer to the internet that Dany had not actually gone insane at all. Instead, she had become completely convicted in her absolutism and her belief in her own virtue. Her idea of top down moral good dictated from above was beautifully countered by Jon when he suggested to her that there might be other views of what’s good. This sequence rocked!—all the way through to the murder of the queen and the dragon’s melting the Iron Throne into slag (there was a nice expositional reminder too of what that throne had been made from and what it really represented). A nice touch too that Dany never actually sits on the throne as well. Jon’s conflict was clear—he did love her, and he is not an intellectual. He is there for a reason though, and at the right time, he chooses his Stark family over the Targaryen heritage of conquest and incest. The wheel is broken and Drogon burst of fire shows that he is either wiser than we realized or caught in a double bind and unable to vent his dragon wrath on his own family—thus, the throne is consumed. After that, it becomes a matter of denouement. Samwell got a great laugh when he offers the idea of choosing a king by acclaim (Democracy!) and we are quickly reminded that this is not a civilized or modern world—that dissonance is important in how we read the ending. How wonderful too that Tyrion solves it like a puzzle and becomes the de facto king (administrating a kingdom) while Bran is busy flying about as a raven. Tyrion is where he is supposed to be, and Bronn, Brienne, Davos, and Samwell too. Jamie gets his heraldry recorded nobly by Brienne. Arya goes to the west—as she should. Sanza rules as a glorious but primitive queen, and Jon not only pets Ghost, but he is returned to the place he found true love (“You know nothing, Jon Snow.”).

...So with the usual !!SPOILER!! proviso, this is the first & last Game of Thrones post by someone who was less than obsessive but watched it nonetheless, thought it was the best-LOOKING show ever, admired the stellar cast esp Headey & Dinklage, appreciated the hard-R telling of a fantasy epic (my friend Robert Chancey described it, unenthusiastically, as Harry Potter goes Shakespeare but actually it was more Lord of the Rings goes Deadwood), and was blown away by occasional directorial tours de force (eg Battle of the Bastards), but also found more subplots and sub-characters than one could care about even over the course of a decade. For everyone smarter about this, I have a couple of petty spoiler-ridden questions about last night having to do with the mechanix of storytelling. I thought matters proceeded just fine up till the dragon flew off into the clouds with Dany’s body while Snow looked on, but then: How did everyone know Jon had stabbed her, or indeed what had happened to her at all other than that she disappeared? Were there witnesses hiding in the rubble of that scene we didn’t see? Did Snow in one of his typically tiresome piques of integrity feel compelled to announce to the decimated city from the top of the steps, “Hey, everyone, I just assassinated the queen I’ve been boinking the last two seasons”? And I know Tyrion is a smooth talker, but when -- still a prisoner by command of a queen no longer in command let alone alive -- he’s brought before a council of characters who are suddenly getting along better than they have in nine years for the purpose of some kind of sentencing, doesn’t he talk everyone into the logic of Bran’s kingship rather easily? “Yes.” “OK.” “Sure.” “Why not?” “Sounds good to me.” "Wow, that thing he just said about the power of stories -- who can resist that?" And why is that Grey Worm dude, whose devotion to the queen has been ruthlessly zealous to the point of bloodthirsty just 15 minutes earlier, suddenly acceding to the authority of all these other people to whom he owes no loyalty whatsoever that I know of? I’m personally & painfully aware that endings can be hard to pull off, which means I also recognize writers’ sleight of hand when I see it, and this finale seemed a concoction of facile fast-forwards, fades-to-black and cue-the-musics. If only we could salvage America so easily...

...I will only do this once and only because our own queen of the north returns home today: I very much like -- that is, I think it quite telling and interesting -- that we can imagine a dragon who happily goes on an apocalyptic slaughter of innocents at noon but, by one o'clock, has strong enough emotional and moral boundaries (in anguished, grieving rage) to understand that the man who stabbed his mother in a murderously deceitful kiss actually did the right thing. Moreover, it was the "right" thing because the dragon's mother had committed the crime of urging the same dragon to slaughter. In the (anthropocene? anthropomorphic?) moment, then, the dragon was able to realize that the abstract quest for absolute power (either from the right or left) and its macabre symbols (the iron throne) are to be the true targets. Mass death and destruction are somewhat last week's news.
As Tyrian says, the most powerful things we have are stories. And our stories, right now, are quite telling, if we choose to read them with care...

...Ross Douthat in the NYTimes opinion pages ponders his fantasy-nerd youth anent the the end of Game of Thrones, with many fans and non-fans respond. This was my response: How about fantasy without swords? I can believe that Ross was a fantasy nerd in youth and is still devoted to the tropes, indispensable word we now possess; but Martin's unreal world is boring, surprising only in the way a political novel is: everyone is either a possessor of power, a striver for power, or a victim of power, a sort of Leninist who-whom in another world. If Game of Thrones is an allegory it is an allegory of a world, ours, where nothing matters but personal power or the attachment to power; the limits of the allegory fail the riches of the allegorized world. As a good fantasy nerd you might have read T.H. White's Once and Future King trilogy, where goodness is the measure most often, and striving to be good and do good are the story. Maybe you also read C.S. Lewis, or Mythago Wood, Little, Big, in which wonder, duty, love, humor, and common human connections are at once stronger than and aided by ambiguous powers. I'd like to hear a Catholic thinker and writer ponder that.

Thursday, May 9, 2019

Month in Review: April

January remains the benchmark month of this year in terms of accomplishments. Although I continue to make progress, it is very slow. The story, for one, is developing in new and interesting ways. It is definitely becoming a much better story, and it is also slipping further and further into the future. Perhaps it would be best to devote May entirely to drawing. One reason I am able to "read" as much as I do, is because I listen to a lot of audiobooks. About 75% of my reading is audiobooks. I also started listening to amimetobios series "Imagining Money" a second time, this time rereading many of the required texts and taking careful notes. I will probably post some of my notes here in the near future. A week or so ago I made a list of political problems. I wrote it fairly quickly and off-the-cuff, but I think it is useful, if only as a starting point. I'll share it here:

THOUGHTS ON ECONOMY
1.) As much as we love the fruits of capitalism: everyone having a new cell phone every year or so (the old ones not fixed, but tossed in the trash), new cars, flatscreen t.v.s, computers, etc etc... it is not a model for the world simply because there are not enough resources for everyone on the planet to live at this level of luxury.

2.) Not only that, but even at humanity's current level of consumption we are destroying the planet. Icecaps are melting, oceans are full of trash, pesticides are killing off the bees and most other insects essential to pollination and thus the very framework of the ecosystem and so of life. This is bad enough as it is, but the failure of some of these systems could cause feedback loops spiraling the planet into ecological collapse.

3.) One possible step might be to reduce consumption, but that would mean reduce production--i.e. to work less (something inimical to the capitalist work ethos). There have been at least two books recently published on so called bullshit jobs. And while some jobs are merely time sinks, there are other professions that have a net damage on the economy (when we factor in costs in damage to the environment). As a side note, there have been psychological tests conducted that have shown people are happier when given extra time rather than extra things (but is this really surprising?).

4.) Friends of mine have said to me, why do you hate capitalism when it has brought so much prosperity? Of course, it can be debated whence the origins of modern prosperity. I do, nonetheless, recognize and appreciate the modern world. I would not want to live at any other time. Still, for me that has never been the primary question. I prefer capitalism to feudalism, but that doesn't mean I shouldn't strive to recognize its faults and search for something better.

5.) I feel instinctually, that there is something profoundly immoral about capitalism. The desire to make something of quality seems at odds with the desire to make a buck.

6.) Furthermore, capitalism seems opposed to community and genuine human relations, a point Graeber communicates very well in *Debt.*

7.) Lastly, my biggest problem with capitalism, at least how it is currently functioning in America now, is that it undermines equality and democracy. Capitalism, being founded on constant growth and ruthless competition, invites monopolies and tyranny.

8.) On working less.
a. if you grant that we are producing too much and that producing less would be beneficial for the planet, then we have to consider the effects of working less.
b. first, it seems inevitable. Much traditional labor will be conducted by robots.
c. second, what is really needed now is a massive investment in educated and training for high tech jobs. Not only because these will become more and more the only kinds of jobs of the future, but also because climate change and population growth demand that we develop the skills to address these challenges, which will include geoengineering and the setting up of human habitations beyond Earth.

9.) On market value v. utility. Baumol's cost disease taught us that the utility of certain kinds of work is not equal to its market value. For example, people in developed countries (especially America) suffer from ill-health due to eating too much processed food. Why? Because it is cheaper to buy a jar of strawberry jam than a cartoon of fresh strawberries. Why? Because the strawberries for jam can be machine harvested, whereas fresh strawberries require manual labor. Nonetheless, fresh fruit has a higher utility than jam and it would be beneficial to make it more readily available than something like processed fruit. This might mean that certain tasks that require human labor receive some kind of funding or support to offset the cost difference.

Books Read:
David Graeber, Debt: The First 5000 Years
Chris Hedges, America: The Farewell Tour
Alfred McCoy, In the Shadows of the American Century
Pierson and Hacker, Winner Take All Politics
Kim Stanley Robinson, The Years of Rice and Salt
Kim Stanley Robinson, New York 2140
Kim Stanley Robinson, Aurora
William Flesch, Comeuppance

To Read:
Flannery and Marcus, The Creation of Inequality
Bernard Mandeville, The Fable of the Bees
Ada Palmer, Terra Ignota v.3
Cixin Liu, Three Body Problem v.2 and 3


Tuesday, April 2, 2019

Month in Review: March

I have made several key changes in direction and revisions for how I want to tell my story. And, perhaps most importantly, I've hit upon a title (which will remain secret for now). Looking around, I don't feel like I've accomplished much. I've been picking away at a few paintings and drawings, but nothing is finished. I've been sketching a bit as well.

I finished Richard White's history, one of the best books I've read all year. This one was quite a surprise. My initial reaction was very lukewarm, but once I reached the Gilded Age I was riveted. I knew very little of the period and so the book was very useful in filling in many gaps as well as showing me paths forward. Stepping away from the book I was curious about what came after. I realized I knew about as little about the Progressive Age as I did about the Gilded Age. I may get to Daniel Rodgers' Atlantic Crossings later this year.

A book very different than White, but compelling was David Graeber's "Debt: The First 5000 Years." I had been looking for an answer to a question libertarians kept posing, or rather, not a question, but rather a questionable assertion: would life be better without government? Graeber's book is full of surprising and interesting observations, many of them culled from archaeology research that has been known about for years, but never integrated into current understandings of economics.

Lastly, per the suggestion of Philip Nikolayev, I read Plato's Republic. Actually I read it twice and will most definitely read it a few more times. I don't feel like this was at all a diversion from my reading plan, since my topic is Economics and Utopia. There was a lot I found useful in reading the Republic. The cycles of government was particularly important for me. Perhaps, the second most valuable aspect of the book was its beauty. The rhythm of the language expresses a way of thinking and being in the world that I have been adapting to my day to day life.

Books Read:

Richard White, The Republic for Which it Stands
Erik Loomis, A History of America in Ten Strikes
Plato, Apology, Crito, Charmides, Laches, Lysis, Menexenus, Ion, Gorgias, Protagoras, Meno, Euthydemus, Lesser Hippias, Greater Hippias, The Republic
David Graeber, Debt: The First 5000 Years
Paul Cartledge, Democracy: A Life

April Reading:

Chris Hedges, America: The Farewell Tour
Ada Palmer, Terra Ignota v.3
Finish Graeber's Debt
Flannery and Marcus, The Creation of Inequality
Gilbert Ryle, Plato's Progress
William Flesch, Comeuppance




Saturday, March 2, 2019

Month in Review: February

I was very busy in January and my exertion took its toll. I scaled things back for February. I didn’t pull any all nighters, nor was I working late into the night or waking up at the crack of dawn to finish daily goals. It was a needed break, but I plan to get back on track for March. 

Books read: 

Rick Perlstein, The Invisible Bridge
Tony Judt, Thinking the Twentieth Century
Tony Judt, Postwar
Richard White, The Republic for Which It Stands: the United States During Reconstruction and the Gilded Age 1865 to 1896
Mark Blyth, Austerity
Paul Cartledge, Democracy: A Life (started)
Goodstein, Georg Simmel (started)
Buchanan, Frozen Desire (started)

As for drawing and writing: I did begin to redraw my illustration of Orpheus. I mostly wanted to practice lettering. I found a Bauhaus font I liked and used that. I'd like to finish the rest of the drawing in a complementary style. Other than that piece, I mostly did sketching. I did a lot of story boarding and have most of the current book as well some of a possible second book. Of course, getting from storyboards to the finished book is another matter. I've still been following amimetobios course on Money and Literature, including doing the readings for each week (although I'm only up to week 2 for the readings).  Lastly, I sent out 4 of 5 copies of Ron Drummond's The Frequency of Liberation as part of a FB game. The fifth copy I will hand deliver. This project took a bit longer than I expected, but I was happy to do it. Hopefully those I sent the book out to receive and enjoy them.

I'm putting together a long reading list in preparation for my essay on Utopia and Economics. In no way do I plan on getting to all of these in March. In fact, my March reading will probably be mostly composed of selections from amimetobios Imagining Money course. I may begin drafting my essay as well.   


Utopia and Economics Reading List

Economics
Marx, Capital (v.1)
Freedman, The Incomplete Projects
Georg Simmel, The Philosophy of Money
Goodstein, Georg Simmel and the Disciplinary Imaginary
Blyth, Austerity
David Graeber, Debt: The First 5000 Years
James Buchanan, Frozen Desire

History
Tim Blanning, Pursuit of Glory
Lichtheim, Europe in the 20C
Michael Howard, The Oxford History of the 20C
Gregory Claeys, The Philosophy of Money
Klosko, The Transformation of American Liberalism
Winkler, The Age of Catastrophe

Politics
Hobbes, Leviathan
Quentin Skinner, The Foundations of Modern Political Thought (v. 1-2)
Quentin Skinner, Visions of Politics (v. 1-3)
Hirschman, The Passions and the Interests 
Klopenberg, Toward Democracy
Kitcher, Science, Truth, and Democracy
Robert Wiebe, Self-Rule
Paul Cartledge, Democracy: A Life

For drawing, I hope to finish at least a few pages the book. I want to bring the storyboarding closer to completion as well as have all the pages sketched out fully in draft form. I'm especially interested in finishing what is a kind of book within the book. I'd like to have more of a schedule for how I work. This is a plan I've considered:

Mornings: Read and Write (about 1-2 hours a day)
Evenings: Draw (at least 15 minutes if with Lily, at least 1 hour if not)

Final note: I just started reading Scott McCloud's graphic novel Understanding Comics. Quite good. Worth a mention.  


Tuesday, February 19, 2019

Imagining Money

I've been casually following the course Imagining Money on the Amimetobios podcast. It consists of 13 themed weeks:

WEEK 1: THE VALUE OF MONEY
WEEK 2: MONEY AS CRYPTO-ALLEGORY
WEEK 3: UNNATURAL VALUES: INTEREST AND GIFT-GIVING
WEEK 4: UNNATURAL VALUES: INTEREST AND GIFT-GIVING II
WEEK 5: THE INVISIBLE HAND
WEEK 6: DEFOE, ROXANA
WEEK 7: COMMODITIES, FICTIONAL VALUES AND GAMBLING
WEEK 8: MARKETS, GAMBLING, MONEY AS MAGUFFIN
WEEK 9: COMMODITY FETISHISM
WEEK 10: FINANCE AS LIFE
WEEK 11: MONEY AS MAGUFFIN II: HYPERBOLIC DISCOUNTING
WEEK 12: THE PSYCHIC LIFE OF MONEY 
WEEK 13: NEW MONEY AND OLD CONCEITS 

Since the announcement of the course I planned on following it carefully, reading all of the texts, and making my own observations on my readings. I hope to begin doing that now. Anyone following this blog is more than welcome to follow along and post their own comments. The readings for week 1 are as follows:

Week 1) The Value of Money

Introduction.  Exeter Riddles 9 and 95;
Aristotle, PoliticsI, 8-10
handouts by Philip Larkin, Kay Ryan,  and George Herbert (“Avarice”)
Ambrose Bierce (Devil’s Dictionarydefinitions of money and wealth)
Yasunari Kawabata, “At the Pawnshop” (Latte)
Ovid, Metamorphoses, Book XI, 85-145, (Golding Translation)
Milton, Paradise Lost, I, 674-751, VIII, 1-178

There are links to many of these texts on the amimetobios page under the appropriate course week.

https://amimetobios.podbean.com/e/imagining-money-literature-and-economics-1-16-19/


Friday, February 1, 2019

Month in Review: January

I usually don’t write journal entries for each month, but I started this year off on a roll and want to record my progress. The most exciting news of the month is an essay I wrote on Shelley and Orpheus that will be published in the journal Jesus: The Imagination later this year. The essay is accompanied by a drawing also narrowly finished this month. 

I have done a significant amount of reading. I finished Anand Giridharadas’s “Winners Take All,” Timothy Snyder’s “The Road to Unfreedom,” and Jill Lapore’s “These Truth’s.” All three books were revelatory, but These Truths in particular. Lapore writes of the whole of American history with passion and urgency. I need to re-read it.

Originally I had planned to write an essay on Shelley called Thinking in Images, but having unexpectedly been requested to write the Shelley and Orpheus essay, I’ve decided it best to set Shelley aside for a moment and instead focus on my next writing project, an essay on Economics and Utopia. As chance would have it, one of my favorite podcasters, "amimetobios," just started a series of lectures on Money and Literature, titled Imagining Money. (Link: https://amimetobios.podbean.com) I’m following this class as a guide (supplemented with some of my own reading). I'm also following the work of independent on the road scholar, Colin Drumm. Colin has put together a course syllabus on Patreon dealing with economics with an emphasis on literature (Link: https://www.patreon.com/posts/monetary-reading-20881558).

For February I plan to read Mark Blyth’s Austerity. I started reading Richard White's history of the Reconstruction and Gilded Age, The Republic for Which it Stands, but am finding it very dry. I may set it aside for Rick Perlstein’s history of Nixon and Regan, “The Invisible Bridge.” I also hope to finish drafting at least 15 more pages of the graphic novel (which will put me up to 30, ie half-way through the first chapter). I think that will keep me more than busy enough for next month.